about the man.

are u wondering who he is?

he is...

i prefer to keep it as secret.

he's a very descent man. i can tell that for sure.

he and my bestfriend were being so close right now. they're being tied up to each other.

i don't know if they are involved in somekind of relationship or not. but .. if it's right, then i think it's a good thing.

the nice thing about him is...

he can make her (my psychotic bestfriend) looked so relaxed, calm and comforted when she's with him.

i watched them talking about everything for hours and yet they don't look bored.

i  can see from their eyes that they have feelings for each other, not just crush but it's deeper than that.

the bad things about it, she easily gives him the full-trust to be my guardian. she left me. yeah, well.. even tho he is taking care of me nicely. i just can't accept the idea of how she can leave me with him, when she used to get mad if someone touched me. and now she trust him to sleep with me. oh my. she's totally out of her mind.

but......but......but....... he drives her mad ! he totally can drive her out of her mind. and that is a hella rare thing. i'd love to see more.. yess yess..

i think i'll stick around him for more. i kinda like being with him. i just hope that i dont have a crush and fall for him. because if that happens, it will be a doom.

one day under the sun

yesterday i went out. with him.

he's goin somewhere.

and he took me with him.

i was feeling kinda excited, u know. i thought that he was gonna take me to the mall, goin to the cinema or eating ice cream. like a date.

wait..wait.. what did i just write? a date?? gosh. i dont mean saying that. i mean, it's not like i have a crush on him and hoping that he will take me out on a date. that word is meaningless, okay? okay? let me continue my story.

so.. he's taking me to... uhm.. no need for me to tell u where. let's keep it a secret.

i dont mind to get baked under the sun. i dont mind feeling like in a giant microwave. i dont mind getting sweaty. i just hope that i got perfectly tanned :p

here are few photos.

me sitting. and my ass feels hot.

trying to have my skin tanned with a sexy pose

where am i ?

so,, those are the pics.

i cant believe that he was really making efforts taking my pics. hahahhahahaa.

i know that crazy bitch made him do that. or.... was it  because he secretly had a crush on me ? :)

short review. *pfiuh,

hello hello hell-o !!!!

i'm back...

do u miss me? no? ok. i don't care.

well, i'm gonna tell u a bit what u've missed while i'm gone.

hmm.. see, my bestfriend is gettin loon. she gave me to someone else. i mean, just for temporary time. short period of time. yes. no. i don't know.

actually it was giving me a quite sad-ish effect. i cant believe that she trusting me to that man's hands. and the worst is, she trusted him that much til she let me to stay with him for a while.

i wanna know why, but i cant and wont do that. i kinda wanna know how it feels to live with someone else.

uh, for ffck's sake, i spend almost my whole life living with this psychotic chick. disaster ! but i love her, and i know that she loves me  too, so much.

the thing is, it's been two weeks or so. me being with him. i feel nice. i feel fun. but i feel bad, because i dont miss her that much. forgive me.but i would love to go back home one day.